jueves, diciembre 22, 2005
so the spirit of christmas is in the air... but it definitely hasn't reached my oxygen.. oh yah.
im doomed.. has it ever occurred to you that whenever i write here, im in terrible mood. yah.. that's it. i never really had a good time.. i mean, ok, i do have fun times with my friends, but you see, it never really last.. happy moments never really last.
gee, im broken.
hope, by next year, things will be back to its normal, happy shape...
hai, im already askin too much.. doomed.
how can i forget the times people are looking at me like im one kind of a hell-living-person.?
Arghh, never, i guess..
but then? what are you suppose to do? give them a piece of your mind? oh shit.
is hell for real?
coz if there is a real one, why do i suffer now that im still here on earth? or is the earth the entrance of hell?
oh shit[again]...
miércoles, diciembre 07, 2005
i so love her.
she's a dear friend.a great one, actually.
but i lost her.
i could feel it.
i also could sense regrets running down my veins.
it was my fault, i know.
sorry for myself, i didn't realize her worth in a more earlier time,.
"praising what is lost makes the remembrance dear..."
-lady macbeth-
********exactly what i'm doing right now.ahh. it hurts, really, it does.
but what is left to do? yeah, nothing but move on.
at least , i still have great set of friends. i don't want to lose anyone precious again.i've had learned my lessons with flying colors, you know.
i am no t-bird.
i love her .
i do.
there are so many times i told you that.
but let m e add juz now that
all i said was pertaining to a love for a friend.
ah.pathetic.