i so love her.
she's a dear friend.a great one, actually.
but i lost her.
i could feel it.
i also could sense regrets running down my veins.
it was my fault, i know.
sorry for myself, i didn't realize her worth in a more earlier time,.
"praising what is lost makes the remembrance dear..."
-lady macbeth-
********exactly what i'm doing right now.ahh. it hurts, really, it does.
but what is left to do? yeah, nothing but move on.
at least , i still have great set of friends. i don't want to lose anyone precious again.i've had learned my lessons with flying colors, you know.
i am no t-bird.
i love her .
i do.
there are so many times i told you that.
but let m e add juz now that
all i said was pertaining to a love for a friend.
ah.pathetic.