as i had told you before, there is this girl i love [as a friend, anyway].. well, i remember that i also told you it was for real, i mean, i really did.. but then, i had figured that it was a lost battle.. so stopped thinking bout her and bout the seemed-to-be-problem i created to myself.. i just let her go, thinking that she is already happy with her current companions. she was great and i thought she deserves the break [break from what?well, i dont know, myself]...
well, now, i must admit that it was me who drove her away. i did it without really knowing what i was doing. it thisrealization came too late. . .