jueves, enero 26, 2006
hey,i should tell you that i had a very great time with a friend.well, thats a first since the time i was left alone in the darkness by a former chum.
well, this day wasn't a bonkers and definitely wouldn't be thrown into the loner's bin. actually, i have certain reasons to make this day qualify for the "top ten happiest days in my life" [well, at least, since i started college.] first and foremost, i received a love letter. yah, from my dad [isn't he sweet?]. then i got my allowance..hehe, wanna have some shopping spree[boink!]. afterwards, i had a great timwe with a friend..[yah, that was the hugest reason for this bliss]. we just ate some porridge and coffee[for her] and icedtea[for me]. simple yet i was really overwhelmed with this great surge of happiness. well, it wasn.t always that i meet someone who would make you feel like you really belong and you're not just a nobody.she's really somethin. well, most of the time, we were talkin and launchin the most care free talk. we stayed in the school caf for about two hours, talkin our life away...not mindin the janitor sweepin on our places, the sky that keeps on darkenin and the swarm of mosquitoes that keeps on drainin our blood out of us. we practically talked like there would be no tomorrow.[an understatement.haha]
well, the main point of tellin you this is because i wanna point out that i FINALLY, finally 'met my crowd'. at least, thats what i think and feel..i don't have reservations whenever im with them. don't have pretensions[not that im always pretendin.nah] i don't have to feel uncomfortable every now and then. don't have to think about how to respond and act.i always feel good. rarely was a time that you would see me frownin in agony and angst. everythin is coming and flowing out naturally[as natural as breathin,yeah.] now, who wouldn't want to treasure that?
now, i could say that im with my right crowd..(*,*)