domingo, julio 30, 2006


domingo, julio 30, 2006

hi..oh well, i had auditioned for indayog for the second time.. as you can read in the latter part of this post, i didn't make it. but unlike the first time, i don't feel bad.in fact, i feel good. its not bad that i didn't make it because i am not really into dancing now. and i have far more better things to do than dancing onstage[not that dancing is not as appealing to me as before, otherwise i shouldn't have taken streetdance for my PE]. one of those few more important things is making myself visible to miah.ahehehe.

now, thisis what the indayog execom told me..


Hi Cami! Thank you again for auditioning last week. *clap*clap*clap* We are sorry to inform you though that you did not make the list but please don’t be disheartened! We would very much like to see you again next auditions and at our competitions and shows as well! Until then, here are a few points to ponder on. We hope this can help you in the future in becoming the best dancer you can be.
Here’s what we liked about you:
  • You smile.
  • You’ve got groove and some confidence.
  • You’ve got determination.
Things you might want to try or work on:
  • Mas astig tingnan ang sayaw pag masconfident ka. Enjoy lang ang sayaw.
  • Connect with the audience more often.
  • Make your smiles more consistent.
  • Try to make your steps mas malaki. Huwag pigilin ang sarili.
Sana naman po positive yung magiging outlook mo sa results. Indayog will always be here to help. Sana magkita-kita po tayo ulit!!!
Keep the passion burning and Just dance!


actually, i enjoyed the audition and the pressure i felt.. and for me, that is enough. i my decide to try again next time, but not for the sake of joining the organization but for the sake of feeling the pressure of dancing in front of somebody with authority in the field. that way, i can relive the days of my hs performances. ata!

sábado, julio 15, 2006


sábado, julio 15, 2006

hola! great to be back into the circulation.

i know this thing is long overdue, but so what?

here is the list of my subjects this semester..

ORCOM101...ang pinaka malufet! yah!haha. [MTh 10-11:30 Prof.Sarile]
~toxic as this subject is, i love it.the prof is the founder of the discipline and she is great, a real practical teacher. tells a lot of tips on how to face the world[and conquer it if you must]. she isn't boring, that is one sure thing. she loves infolink. and she can't miss giving me nervous spasms and butterflies in the stomach..

NatSci4...[Mth 2:30-4 Prof Marquez]
~thi8s is one sure fun. i repeat, F-U-N. he, or should i say she?, is a great prof who knows his thing.. his antics are entertaining and the anecdotes would surely give you a laugh. he has this pet, a student also, who he always makes kulit.. the result?burst of laughter. though his subject is a bit on the toxic side, with all those lectures you have to dtudy, it is a great welcome for my 2nd year..

Hum1. [TF2:30-4 Prof Manzanilla]
~ this is one sure hell, can't say i enjoy the subject thouigh this is a subject for literary enthusiasts.. not sure if the 'hell' is because of the teacher, the subject itself, or the classmates im with.. tell you more about it later..

Hum2... [MTh 7-8:30 Prof Levy Anchanzar]
~really good. though i dont always want the lectures, the trips are great5.. we already went to angono, rizal and there is still a trip to paete, laguna and pampangga to await for.. she makes me appreciate theater art.. i had been into ccp twice, and the experience is great..

Psych10..[TF 1-2:30 Prof Ramiro]
~this one is about discovering oneself. the goal is to understand yourself better by the end of the semester.. the class is not boring, we have this small group consisted of six persons[me, camile, john, hovie, honeylet nad tin].. this one lets us to share our innermost thoughts to our groupmates then eventually, to the class. maybe, just maybe, i would be able to know myself more..

Street Dance aka STD..[TAB 7-9 Inst. Flores]
~FUN, FUN, FUN!! DANCE, DANCE, DANCE!!! As simple as that..

martes, julio 04, 2006


martes, julio 04, 2006

a lesson learned [in the tragic, shameful way]

NEVER TAKE PICTURES OF YOUR CRUSH IN PUBLIC...
SPECIALLY IF HE CAN SEE YOU AND KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING
gosh, i so like Miah..really deep liking..could even say im a bit infatuated..
Miah is the year's president of UPAdHere..not bad looking, but not a strickingly hot papa.. so what?he's got the personality that i love for a guy.. so nice, responsible, down-to-earth and many other adjectives that could fill my list of his on and on characteristics.. listing it here will just bore you to death. any way, those are just my impressions.. we're not really close.. true enough that i can talk to him, text him, can borrow notes from him and greet him whenever i meet him along the corridors of UPManila or along the street of Faura[and to my fortune, he smiles and wave back.. to add more delight, sometimes he is the one who greets me first because i have a very pathetic, low-vision eye].. but that kind of relationship with him is not enough to make me feel alive for months.. i want him to know me better and t0 have a more deeper relationship with him, i mean, it isn't bad to wish that i want him to be my friend, right?well, as others say, at least he knows my existence on this fu**** planet..
well, today, we were in the caf when i saw him from the next table. gosh.. then nikko, lou's apple of the eye appeared... i took picz of nikko's through camile's phone.. too many photos actually.. then wen miah was about to leave, i took of picz of him too.. in one photo, he is lookin at me..BUSTED! he knew what i was doin all the time.. lou said that he was lookin at my direction every now and then while i was busy [and OBVIOUSLY] takin picz of nikko.. gosh, i am so abashed ! eew, i feel bad.. i don't know what to do.. will i pretend that nothing happened or shall i stay away from him now? i guess he knows that i have this thing for him again.. it is not hard to put two on two together.. should i be ashamed of my behavior, or rather, my misbehavior?
aahh, that is so draining...