aw. today isn't my definition of a good day. funny you should ask why. well, today, classes of all level, public or private school in Metro Manila, were suspended by Deped and Ched. why? because of a nonsense 'kudeta'. yah.well, i don't care about those news.[though i should tell you that state of emergency was proclaimed.yah,proclaimed].... i've got enough problems in my name that i couldn't afford to acquire more. i still have to do the first draft of my research paper and the bad thing is, i still don't have enough data at hand. i still have to study my math11 for the upcoming dept exam but this thing is more handy. i've got handfuls of matters to understand for my natcsi 1. ok.ok. i should acknowledge one perk the no-classes-situation gave me.today, i was supposed to take a quiz in natsci 1 'bout the matters i don't fully understand. [the reason for this is because i am seated at the back due to the alphabetical seatting arrangement and you know fully well that my vision is so 'labo' and i can't hear her(ms.yao) really well. pathetic, isn't it?]
well, enough of my sentiments.im gonna tell you about my day with camile yesterday[feb23'06].
yesterday, we agreed to go to the national library to research for some data we could use for our first draft of research paper in comm2. i was supposed to meet her at 9 in school campus but due to some unavoidable circumstances, i was forced to reset the time to 10o'clock. well, the day started in a not so good mood. first, i wasn't given even a single cent. luckily, ive got enough money to last me a day. then, the jeepney i rode to bring me to the bus station couldn't run slower than a hearse. and to add insult to the injury, the driver stopped halfway through the travel to the station to call more passengers[by this time, i had already paid my fair so i couldn't go down and transfer to another jeepney] but there was no single soul that would ride in that jeepney until after almost ten minutes of waiting in vain. and the most painstaking of all was this. when i got off that jeepney i was too pissed off that i didn't notice that my bag was bit unzipped. i cross the road 'half walking, half-running, after making sure that the coming vehicles were far enough so i wouldn't be hit. but when i almost got the another side of the street, the contents of my bag went flying all over the place [books, notes, cds, pens, wallet, tissues,even my feminine hygiene paraphernalias..tsk.tsk.]... could my day start any worse?
well, after lots of headaching events, i finally got to school and waited for camile there. we sat on the side of the steps in rh for about 30 mins and talked bout her guy[number6, natsci results..] we rode a jeepney to kalaw then walked to the nat lib. but, oh, sweet heavens. when we got there, the security personel told us that the lib is close until 1 pm due to an ongoing programm. and to think it was only 11am. we decided to spend the time by eating first. after much walking[by thi9s time, we reached UNave] we walked to shakey's. she ordered lunch bunch' w/c included a pasta, potato, garlic bread , chicken and a pizza.
i had a 'manager's choice solo pizza' and a rootbeer float. but i couldn't be more thunderstruck when i saw the pizza. it was so small! but by the time we finished, i thought i was so full [if due to the very small quantity of food or due to the two galsses of drinks, there is no way to know]... camile said that maybeit was because we ate in total slowmo 'n it takes about 20 min before the brain could send the message that we are already full. well, whatever..then, something happened..we decided to walk to sm manila to play the arcade. we stopped in a nearby bench in front of a factory[?] so camile could clean her toenails w/c had gone into a little mess due to her slippers when three, and i mean 3, men['bout in early and late 30's] eyed camile with such malice.no kiddin.i was there. i even changed my place to eye them more freely[but i think it was a wrong move. i should've covered camile instead.] aw. what is it in camile that makes her so attractive to olds?ew. well, we got to the arcade with nothing more significant thing happened. well, that is aside from the scorching heat of the sun. we went back to the lib then look for books. but we hadn't checked even a single one. havn't got time. we walked to school and reached tuano's math11 class, deadtired.what we got at the end of the day? lots of works to do, some memories[at least, for me] and a head-cracking headache.
aw. that was something..
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hau..sorry for not coming here the last days.specially during the v-day. well, it was actually a pathetic day. uhya.haven't got anythin good with me except the 'black dress parade' we had.camile and i were almost in identical suite.we both had a black shirt, denim pants and black rubber slippers.well, my date was at camile's place[in her apartment] with camile, herself.nax.nothing special.as in NOTHING! well, that's it.i don't want to bore you with lots of single-at-v-day-whims.
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haha.you haven't heard it yet...well, i danced again.on stage.in front of everybody who was watching the play....
well, it was the 'culture shock' thing.it was the DAC week and the play was a contest that they had set up.the theme was about the revolution of the filipino music in the last five decades. i was supposed to be the star[superlola] of the 60's but they couldn't find the song [o ang babae nor the pilita corales' dahil sa isang bulaklak].. luckily, i wasn't removed in the play because i was a backup dancer of 80's.pathetic but passable.we danced the annie batungbacal song.the guys [dan,luis,john,miguel,randell,jason] danced in the hagibis tune of rock baby rock. diane aninon was the lola and carl chester, aka Chez, was the star of the night in her role as the apo.we won the third price, bit ok. juniors got the fourth, the seniors got the second and the ever dashing performance of the sophies won the first price. it was ok, we'll outperform them the next time.
well, the fun was all taken away now. gotta face the paper works.
it was a thing i heard from camile[which she had read from a book.ohyah.]
co-dependency was defined by this situation.now, here we go:
~there was this man who is an alcoholic.he was such an alcohol dependent that his mood would be depended upon the availability of the drink. to avoid the lacking of drinks, he keeps bottles into different parts ofthe house[see the logic?]. one day, he ran out of alcoholic drinks. he look and look around the house but didn't succeed in finding even one. he was devastated. his mood was suddenly so meek. to rub salt into the injury(do i got the idiom right?anyway), the liqour shops are close that day. he searched for miles and miles until he finally found one. but guess what did hedo to the drink?... when he was back home again with the drink in his hands, he didn't drink it. instead, he kept it to one part of the house, finally feeling well with the idea of having at least one alcoholic drink in his welfare.
now, you at least got the idea?i hope.
co-dependency isn't a good kind of relationship. people sufferin in thistendsto dependto another person or things his happiness. in the case of co-depending on people, you incline to do anything to make the person want you back[sounds every bit like a martir]. you also seemed to be afraid being left alone. you tend to be with anyone[and i mean anyone] just so you wouldn't have to face the world single-handedly.
in the case of obsessing things like alcohol and food, you only feel better and comfortable with the idea of owning this things. in the long run, you feel more better in the idea of having this cravings rather than having it in reality[like in a relationship.you are much more thrilled in planning and dreaming than when the thingsare really in front of you].
the differencewith liking things with liking people is that you tendto hope that the person would then reciprocate to your feelings. if they don't, you would be hurt bigtime. that is thereason why you do anythin just to please the person.
you depend on another people or thingsfor happinessandcontentment. now, growth would be impossible for you.
not a good kind of relationship, huh..
the best kind of relationsip is inter-dependent ones. you are related to one another but you go on with your own life.now, growth would be available for both of you.just great.
when camile told me this, i was struck.
'am i co-dependent?' well, honestly, it seems to me that i cant go on being alone.i just cant imagine myself being a loner..am naturally talkative. but i chose who i went out with.so am not directly hit, ayt? well, i would admit that i do almost anythin to please the person i like. but i know my limitations.so am not having the co-dependecy complex, ayt? ah wel.i hope not.
***cortesy of shiela camile.
so, here i am again.just got myself out of the chat with eka.shewas nice.i actually like her though i don't know her really well.am, the way she act was ok, though.ah, im talkin in circles.but then, what else can i do.?.am i rotten? i don't exactly know.
well, this day started really well. ok, except for the ride to school.i was 30 minutes late.[there was no harm done, though.] well, i ran the 8 laps, quite tiring but satisfactory. it's just that i ran with no one. almost everyone did it alone, well, except from some chats with the people you see along the way.
oh, before i forget, today is LOU'S BIRTHDAY!!!
aun.to continue, camile, i and lou ate at TokyoTokyo again.it was okie. well, that 'rich kids' were there too. and jian played a prank too.here it goes:
camile , lou and i were already eatin the main course on ourtable which happend to be a booth. and camile and i, so takaw ever, still have a dessert in waitin. then , out of the blue, jian came to our table, telling us to look at the girls in the other table besides ours. and as curious little berserks, we did. but we saw nothin significant.we ask him what it was but he wouldn't tell.he just ushered us to continue looking in the opposite direction from where we was.and idiotically, we did again.after some moments later, eka's group started to snicker, the way one does when they know sumtin you don't. well, i didn't bother to know what the heck it was. i just grab my jelly dessert and started to plunge in. our blockmates broke into laughter again.this time, uttering my name in between burstings of laughter.i wonder y? then i notice that camile's dessert was nowhere in sight.alas! that was what jian was busy getting his hands on while telling us to look at those gurls.it was funny..haha!
well, that was it.tell you sumtin bout codepencent complex next tym.
hai.
tsk.tsk.
1.) saang school and section ka nabibilang?
***sa UPManila block 8ng BA OrCom.detailed na yan hah
2.) ano grade/year mo na?
***Freshie poh...
3.) sino favorite teacher/s mo?
***si Senorita Gemalyn na ata..;D
4.) masaya ba sa klase nyo?
***tinatanong pa ba un? uu naman.uber!
5.) sino mga seatmates mo?
***sina Drew at Camile lagi.minsan, c Eunice din.
6.) maingay ka ba?
***in what sense?hahah.im not loud but VERY talkative.
7.) may crush ka ba sa inyo?
***uhm..haha..uu na nga.. ;D
8.) sino naman yung crush mo na yun?
***c jain.pero dati pa un eh.admiration na lang minsan pag nag eelate sya.
9.) may nagkakacrush ba sa iyo?
*** sus.asa!
10.) sino mga bestpals mo sa klase?
***nung 1st sem, cna ninin, liz at marc.now, cna camile at drew na.pati c eunice.un.
11.) sino lagi mong kaaway?
***meron bah?
12.) sino lagi mong inaaway?
***c camile..heheh.inaasar.d nmn ata naaasar.haha.
13.) sinasaway ka ba ng class pres. nyo?
***ala ganun eh.
14.) may twagan ba kyo ng classmates mo? anu-ano?
***by nicknames lang..
15.) pinaka ppnsin mong classmate?
***lahat ewh.hahah.but criusly, lahat talaga.
16.) class muse?
***ms.freshie namin c risa.
17.) class escort?
***mr.freshie c john.mr.orcomsoc c jian.
18.) class sekseetary?
***c mohameer.ui, may story un.hahah. ;P
19.) class clown?
***c chezie ata.
20.) class heartthrob?
***c risa daw.pero tingin ko, c jian.hahah.
21.) class' beauty and brain'?
***c lou na un!
22.) class math wizard?
***c yela.hands down, man!
23.) pinaka vain?
***ala naman.mukhang carefree lahat e.
24.) pinaka tahimik?
***meron bah?
25.) pinaka masungit?
***c yela ata.sya ung ampalaya e.hihi.
26.) pinaka chubby?
***naku hah.ouch!
27.) pinaka cute?
***for me?parang wala.kc lahat beautiful.nax!
28.) loveteam/s of the class?
***c drew at belle dati eh.
29.) meron bang nali-link sa iyo na classmates mo?
***naku hah!wala.
30.) decribe your section, lahat lahat na?
***ASTIG>ROCKIN>D'BEST!
31.) mahal mo ba classmates mo?
***uu naman.i care for them.
32.) ano message mo sa kanila?
***Keep it up guys!
courtesy of friendster... ;P
now.its just 13 days to go and the day of the hearts, primarily made for lovers[am not excluding the singles], is about to come.now, what?am i lonely?
nah.am not.believe me.you better do.because im enjoying being single.i don't deny the times that i feel envious of the lovebirds out there[tell you, there are lots in the school.here, there and everywhere].but there is no need to feel pity of myself.whats the use?hai.
actually, there is this guy who claims that he fancies me.i don't know hoim in person, though.he is kinda persistent.don't know if im flattered or pestered.i can't say.no can do.he insist that i should see him in person so i could see how he is.am afraid.well, not really afraid but i don't want the idea of meeting sum1 i don't know.what if he is a,well, lets just say, he doesn't pass my standard?i want a witty, a little looker and well, has the wallet.abit.well, the most important is he is smart
bum.
bummer..yah.reason?acads.always, it is. the quantity of the works just won't stop.now, what?
this comm-two thing is driving me nutty.the concept paper was the latest.would you believe it?i just took an absent to finish this paper then the teacher would just reject it...and paraphrasing isn't my cup of tea..then our span2 is another matter.just recently, i had the worst performance i ever had.well, it was not only me, it was a whole pack bummer.anyway, the only consolation is i will handle the next play well.the natsci dept was another thing too.last jan31, we took our first dept.it was the physics pat and you know too well that physics[or any scientific thing for that matter is my achilles'heel.shit.the math, well, not bad but not well. PE?well, aus lang.yah.we ran six lapse last week.it was too strenuous yet fun.the challenge was there.i aimed to finish the run with the idea of being the first to finish in the girls category.haha.really, it was a laugh.i ran with lou[marie lou camaclang] and kat[kathleen corcuera]...we did a mix of jogging, running and walking.a lot of grasping for breath wasn't amist either.during the last lapse, lec[angelique maligalig] and dia[mediatrix manalo] joined us. well, it was great[di halata, dba?haha]
well, camile, drew, lou and i ate at TokyoTokyo.it was a bliss.the food was great and the stay was nothing but a laugh.we intend to go back there next tuesday.i reall feel some connections here.camile is great.really.i mean, i could ride her battiness.shockz. lakas ng bat nia pag dating sa guys.sina kuya pau at jm.lakas pa ng appeal sa oldies.4 is to 1 ang ratio.apat na oldies, isang bata.haha.actually, i am wonderin' why i never got irritated by her whims bout guys?well, she's okie. i mean, i wanna pursue a real friendship with her.you know what i mean.well, c drew.same with him.
nax.