yeayea. i have new crazes nowadays. for one, i'm dancing again. uhm, actuaLLy, i aLready danced Last night at metro bar for the music runway event of the jma-upm. it was fun. i think i did good yesterday compared to my past performances onstage. one thing about Last night is that i never even felt nervous. aLL i feLt was tiredness. it took too much effort to dance at past 12 in the morning. i had to summon a great deaL of energy to be abLe to make it. ow, and another thing about Last night, i smiLed! wahaha. big deaL. i dont usuaLLy smile when i dance because as far as I am concern, smiLing and counting and remembering the steps are NOT a good combination. reaLLy, it was aLways either i dance weLL with a face that even the greatest painter couldn't paint OR i smiLe a reaLLy bright smiLe and dance to my own beat and make up my own steps. oyweLL, Last night was a change. i just hope that i'LL stiLL have the same disposition on Jan20 for the sayaw maniLa. gee. that one is a bigger event. one wish? he'LL teLL mme that im good. ;P